Session 3 has ended and 4 has just begun... Camp has been going well, tho it does have its up and downs. This week I'll be once again working with Sydney, Sugar, Hugs-n-Kisses, and now be working with Laffy Taffy as our JC for the new program 'Fun Factor'.. shall be fun! Looking forward to another week with new girls.. tho it'll be 24 of them. Ah ( Read more... )

Went to Baltimore Inner Harbor.. took a tour of the National Aquarium, which reminded me how long it's been since I've gone there last. We even got to see the dolphin show.. was fun! Later went to the Science Center to watch a Imax showing of the 3-d deep sea.. very awesome! I've never seen something in 3-d and wearing those funky glasses was ( Read more... )

D*mn this.. why did you have to hurt me to the point I can't stop thinking of you. Wherever I go I see you.. I day dream you or just imagine you in my thoughts. I remember all the good times.. and the emotional rollar coaster ride you put me through. Everything reminds me of you.. people, places we've been together, & I can't even listen to the ( Read more... )

- Alrighty.. as you can see as always I'm not great at keeping up with this Journal. I've been home for awhile now, since the semester has ended. Been working on my room which still looks like a pig style. I go too much free time in the world now to think about things.. I miss the life at FSU. I miss the friends/sisters and hanging out with the BIG ( Read more... )

"I was sort of hoping ( Read more... )

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~Spring 06' is coming to an end now.. just 2 more weeks to go with classes and finals. I've been on one heck of an emotional rollar coaster ride throughout my first semester up here at FSU. Classes have been stressful and I'm worried the possibility of not doin so well. But yea-- It all boils down to how well I keep up with grades on when I can ( Read more... )

You ever wonder what if things happened?? Yea- a question that's always on my mind. I've wish I could just go back in time and see if I could of changed something so the ending wouldn't of ended out so badly.. I wonder why God allow me to crush on others that I can never have or allow things to happen that just later end out turning into a ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like I just want to cry.. want to crawl up in a corner and just stay there.. no one wouldn't notice I'm gone or that I'm not even around. I just hate this soo much.. I want to feel happy again, but it that feeling just won't come back to me. I can't tell one person what I truly feel or do what I truly want to do because of the ( Read more... )