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Many thoughts
I have been working through a medication change which is playing havoc with my thoughts and feelings.
I worry a lot about work and if I can make a living selling on commission. My job is pretty good but the constant fear of whether or not someone will come in and buy a car is wearing to my psyche.
I worry about those around me. I wish for their ( Read more... ) -
Constantly afraid of the future
I am beginning to settle in to my job. I am starting to feel a little less stress. However, I keep having these consistent worries about the future.
I'm not sure if it's because I've switched anti depressants or what but I have these bouts of anxiety about "the future" and worries about "something bad" happening to me.
The next time I go to my ( Read more... ) -
How to video...
This is both a "how to" video and a "how not to" video rolled in to one!
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Day off #2
I've decided to relax today and calm my anxiety ( Read more... ) -
Day off
Spent the day trying to relax.
At the same time that I'm trying to get used to a new job I'm also trying to change medications. I'm starting to take lexapro and lowering my effexor. It's taking a toll on my psyche. I hope the lexapro does more for my anxiety because it certainly feels like I'm more anxious now than, say, six years ago. Maybe it's ( Read more... ) -
Life, work, etc.
I am currently on day seven of work (no days off until tomorrow).
My schedule will be weird and I'll only get one weekend off a month.
I am prone to anxiety about the future and the unknown. This job, while I can logically think through it and tell myself, "you have the potential to do very well!" my constant inner dialogue tells me that I should ( Read more... ) -
day 2
Second day at my new job ( Read more... ) -
First day of new job...
I showed up today at 1:00 pm to start my job at Capistrano VW. today was sort of an odd day as it was mostly taken up with training.
A person from JD Power came to train us in regards to how to deliver a new car to a customer so that they will understand the "difficult to understand" features and why they are set up the way they are.
I was supposed ( Read more... ) -
Pickles and Lemon Juice - cross post
animbear and I were in San Diego visiting jpinsd while sluggobear was out of town.
This video was the result:
Click here for Reid's post
