Life, work, etc.
I am currently on day seven of work (no days off until tomorrow).
My schedule will be weird and I'll only get one weekend off a month.
I am prone to anxiety about the future and the unknown. This job, while I can logically think through it and tell myself, "you have the potential to do very well!" my constant inner dialogue tells me that I should worry.
Worry about what? Here is a list of my current worries:
- I won't be able to make a decent living on commission.
- I am not exactly on a path to promotion to management.
- I don't fit in with the other sales guys.
- Is my idealized view of selling cars totally different from reality and I'm going to end up hating it?
- Is coming out in this workplace going to hurt me?
- Will I get past the anxiety I'm feeling?
I'll keep you updated on my worries and fears as they come. :)