Day off
Spent the day trying to relax.
At the same time that I'm trying to get used to a new job I'm also trying to change medications. I'm starting to take lexapro and lowering my effexor. It's taking a toll on my psyche. I hope the lexapro does more for my anxiety because it certainly feels like I'm more anxious now than, say, six years ago. Maybe it's just distance distorting it but I fear that I'm becoming more fearful and afraid of the future the older I get.
I suppose, however, I'm feeling better about my situation now than if I were working a Rosetta stone kiosk in the mall. :)