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Random check-in.
I miss LJ and I miss you guys and I miss feeling like I could say things and I miss me.
But I have this roadblock in my head and I don't know that it can be shifted. And nothing I can say is new or productive or of interest to anyone else.
I'm sorry I'm not better. and I'm sorry I can't in good faith put a 'yet' on the end of that sentence. -
Belated wrap up of my last couple posts, and some new developments.
Had a lovely videochat with alisso for a few hours this morning, she was randomly looking through her old LJ posts, making me realise I never posted the result of my counseling saga here, so.
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TGS, only... not. XD
Posting this here since I don't know if anyone saw it when I tweeted it.
alisso, kath_ballantyne, Ruth, and I saw this car in Sydney. We did a doubletake. XD
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In a few weeks, the clinic I go to for counseling (run by Kaleida) is being taken over by another local medical company (ECMC). Because health care in this country is run like a BUSINESS, staff not only has to REAPPLY FOR THEIR OWN JOBS, but the overtaking company's staff gets first chance for applying. These are people's therapists and nurses, ( Read more... ) -
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Ended up having a really good counseling appointment, we talked about what I call my Riley Finn problem (people like me but I don’t really feel it), and some of what Alisso and I talked about in this post. Andi brought up some really interesting stuff for me to look into. Apparently feelings are felt in the body? and I need to pay attention to that ( Read more... ) -
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I had a really good talk with alisso this morning before she went to bed, and I've been thinking about it ever since. I think she really nailed a big issue with the way my mental illnesses intersect with my autism. I'm pretty positive she won't mind me posting what she said, so to make it quicker, I shall. It started with us ( Read more... ) -
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I think the biggest thing that worries me about my depression recurring this last year (and super badly the last 2 months), what keeps my usual coping trick of reminding myself it's always temporary from working, is that I'd thought I was better. And if I could still break this utterly and deeply, even when I do climb my way out, then there'll ( Read more... ) -
Jeremy on Old Top Gear caps.
For those who don't follow me on Tumblr, I've updated my screencaps index with 3 eps of Jeremy on Old Top Gear. There's only about 20 caps each (the second one has 1 gif), and they're small and kinda crap quality, but they're the only videos I could find.
Old Top Gear - 1989x1
Old Top Gear - 1990x5
Old Top Gear - 1990x7AND, a video from the 3rd ( Read more... )
