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I think the biggest thing that worries me about my depression recurring this last year (and super badly the last 2 months), what keeps my usual coping trick of reminding myself it's always temporary from working, is that I'd thought I was better. And if I could still break this utterly and deeply, even when I do climb my way out, then there'll always be the chance I can break this badly again. :\
Anyway. I'm going to sleep now & just had to vent this before I did. It was stuck in my head while I was trying to relax.
Anyway. I'm going to sleep now & just had to vent this before I did. It was stuck in my head while I was trying to relax.