A lot can happen in a matter of moments. The people close to you or those that have been in your life can change without warning of any kind. I feel pain and sorrow, hurt, anger, depression, laziness, a loss of drive. All of this at the same time can be a bit much to take. When I feel as though I'm about to break another stone is placed on my back ( Read more... )

So summer begins. What a crazy whirlwind this past few weeks have been. Physically, mentally, emotionally...interesting ( Read more... )

So, I still think of you. I'm not exactly sure why you haunt my thoughts, but you still linger there. I can just picture you smirking and laughing about it while you smoke up with your friends. Aren't I just a great joke! I returned your clothes to you and have taken down most pictures or pieces of paper that reminded me of you. For some reason ( Read more... )

Just been feeling down lately. Not myself. I forgot what it felt like to feel lonely. I haven't been single for this long since the eighth grade, it's weird. Spring time is a horrible time to be single.

I have learned that my skin color is undesireable, that it is ugly. I expose myslef and all I hear is "oh my god you are white" or "holy crap Corey" It hurts more than people realize. I feel gross and unwanted. I think that's why I like the colder months so much, I get to cover up ( Read more... )

FUCK ( Read more... )

I can't get you off my mind tonight. I had to explain my whole story to Josi because she had never heard any of it before. All she knew was that I was crazy about you and you were being amazing. I'm sad I had to let her down. It was easier to tell the story this time, partly because I had forgotten most of the small details and some of the things ( Read more... )

So, I've been sitting with my thoughts and I'm pretty sure people are tired of hearing my stories. I'm pretty sure not a lot of people read this anymore, I know I haven't been on here for a few years. There are just things I just can't seem to shake ( Read more... )

I've been in such a funk lately. I feel like things are changing but I dont what it is exactly that is changing. The one person that I can call home seems to be pushing me away and that's hard. Really hard. I know nothing can stay the same and you've got to have change but if maybe I could grow with the change then maybe I would understand things ( Read more... )

College can die

And kiss my ass on the way down!!!