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So, I still think of you. I'm not exactly sure why you haunt my thoughts, but you still linger there. I can just picture you smirking and laughing about it while you smoke up with your friends. Aren't I just a great joke! I returned your clothes to you and have taken down most pictures or pieces of paper that reminded me of you. For some reason though you are still around. Like today I walked through my hallway and I smelled you. I'm assuming there was a boy who had recently passed through the hall but he left a trail that smelled just like you and it just about stopped me in my tracks. I wasn't as affected as I would have been a few months ago but your face still flashed in my mind and it started the domino effect of thoughts. A few moments ago I was watching a show and this one part showed how much a woman cared for a man. It was young love and it was free, it reminded me of the way I felt for you, and I got that same aching pain in my chest that I used to get when you would smile at me and tell me I was adorable.
Loneliness is a devilish monster that creeps up inside of you and buries itself in your mind, planting thoughts and pictures in your slide show of memories and it haunts you. You haunt me...especially when I'm lonely.
Loneliness is a devilish monster that creeps up inside of you and buries itself in your mind, planting thoughts and pictures in your slide show of memories and it haunts you. You haunt me...especially when I'm lonely.