H'ok so. College is okay. That's my final conclusion. One of my least favorite parts would have to be the fact that the professors are completely retarded and that no one teaches in my learning style. People are okay, but just okay. I'm still missing the comfort of home but I'm not freaking out as bad as I was. The busy work is stupid and pointless ( Read more... )

Still not sure if college life is for me. Jess Brian and Adam came up this weekend for the graffiti party. It was fun we pre-gamed it by writing on each others shirts before we went. It was crazy when we finally got there cause the second you walked into the room you were attacked by a heat wave from all the bodies. I walked away for a second and ( Read more... )

So, college life. Not the way it is back home. Back home I have more college friends than I do at my own college. I'm not really clicking with any of the people here and its kinda frustrating. Classes start tomorrow and oh wait some how before classes I already have home work...how does that work? You tell me. Food here is decent, although I've ( Read more... )

So wicked sweet on monday I went to water country and it was AMAZING. I went with Jake,Adam and Josi!!! I hadn't been since I was like five so it was good to actually be able to go on all of the rides and stuff. However on the ride home Josi realized that she missed a call from Ian and got really sad so it kinda put a damper on the mood ( Read more... )

Summer is amazing. I'm loving it. I went to york and I'm going to the lake pretty often. I get to work with Josi again which I love, I dont get paid but I hate money so it doesnt bother me. My restless thoughts are beginning to settle and my life is panning out according to plan ( Read more... )

Graduation, wow. The end of High school. Has it really been four years already? I dont know if I'm ready to leave. My mind is so congested with thoughts and worries and everything right now that its really hard for me to sort it all out. I want to leave but at the same time there are things that I never want to let go of. I've cried the past few ( Read more... )

So, no one died today, thats good ( Read more... )

Once again I have taken the path down memory lane. Only this time its through music. To think of this time last year. All the people that did and didnt like me (mostly boys) some for no reason at all. And to now think of the people I have lost contact with. I miss so much of what I had and wish that I could incorporate it all in my life now.

I hate my jealousy. My mind wants to know every single little detail about each of my boyfriends past relationships but once I hear it I can't stomach it. I pry and I sneak, twisting my words so I hear exactly what I do and dont want to hear. It's a viscous cycle I go through and I wish I could grow out of it. I look at what makes me jealous and I ( Read more... )

Holy my mind is shot, like not kidding. I'm in such sensory overload that I can't remember anything. It's crazy and I can't wait until the end of the year.

It's sooo hot today, but not just hot, its humid. I hate when you get into bed in the summer and you feel like you're lying in water.Gross!

Stay cool kiddos