I don't know how I feel anymore. My mind is a terrible place to reside. I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to exist anymore. At least not like this. I want to get better, I want to feel better... But I don't know how to get there. I'm taking my meds. I'm working towards bettering myself. But I'm still not okay. I'm not functioning.

And I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think anymore ( Read more... )

When someone tells me I'm beautiful, or tries to pay me a compliment, I don't believe it. Not even a little bit. I think they're absolutely crazy for seeing something that I cannot see. I used to feel beautiful. I used to feel loved. I've forgotten what those things feel like ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can stop it this time around. I usually try really hard to keep everything at bay so that I can keep it together. But it hasn't been working that easily lately. Everything seems to be falling apart, and I was so hoping it would fall in to place instead. I am so incredibly hurt and there isn't much that I can do about it. I do not ( Read more... )

Not going to lie, this year was terrible. I was trying to think of at least a few good things that happened, but I really haven't had much luck ( Read more... )

The center of my universe, This girl is my whole world ( Read more... )

So I'm not at a very great place right now. I need to fix it and I'm not sure how pleasant the process of fixing it will be. I need to either try to salvage this semester, which I don't think is possible, or try to set up next semester to be more successful. I don't really feel like trying a new university anytime soon. I suppose that if I really ( Read more... )

Idr when the last time I updated this thing was, but I'm guessing it's been a while... and honestly I don't even remember everything I was going to say when I originally opened this window...cuz It's been open for a while before I've actually started typing...so yeah... I'm not really sure but I guess I'll go ahead and start writing and see what ( Read more... )

C'est mon souhait, mon seul souhait.

il est pour le jour de st valentin... pour robert...

Robert Joshua Reyna,

Dans mon coeur tu es mon petit ami. En réalité tu es mon meilleur ami. Mais j'espère que tu es d'être mon mari. C'est mon rêve, pour la vie. Je t'aime, pour toujours.

♥ always,
tanya renee

You and Me ( Read more... )