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update to my life i suppose
Things were getting better. At least I thought that my life was improving ( Read more... ) -
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i wonder if i will ever be happy. the optimist/idealist in me says that yeah of course ill be happy eventually. the pessimist/realist in me just sees that im only getting worse. maybe i shud try meds... why not? i fucking hate myself. -
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So finally i am beginning to see a counselor.Well i'm going to be seeing one at the end of this month. hopefully it helps. i still think that if i could just have a little time to myself while i can be actually happy that i wud be able to be freed of it ( Read more... ) -
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so today my dad told me that he's going to be having a baby ( Read more... ) -
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Ahh so im in georgia helping my sister move in. Theres so many trees here. Soooo maaannnyyy! I cant use the internet on a comp tho...im using my phone which sucks to go on the internet with cause its an 5g shine. Not a touch screen or anything. I wana go in the forests here but i have yet to do it. Im sorta bored... -
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I think i might be allergic to cats... ohh poo... -
Spring 2011
So... Although I know that this wll be fruitless I'm going to work towards going overseas for the spring 2011 semester. I'm doing this more as something to distract myself and give myself something to go towards so that I progress some. I've been also looking into some schools in the U.S. and they are still out of my budget without help from a loan ( Read more... )