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[prophetsbaby155]

i wonder if i will ever be happy. the optimist/idealist in me says that yeah of course ill be happy eventually. the pessimist/realist in me just sees that im only getting worse. maybe i shud try meds... why not? i fucking hate myself.

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[persephoneia]

:( Life is such a bitch sometimes, but just hang on to that hope that things will get better.

[prophetsbaby155]

thanks
im trying but not doing very well

[mythic_x]

Nothing seems to want to work the way it is supposed to. I'm always looking at the negative. But then I think about the things that I look forward to that I know will make me happy and it helps. But I cant sugar coat it. Life is shitty most of the time. I just look towards goals as much as I can and if one gets set back I just take it as a chance to see what else I can get from it.

[prophetsbaby155]

omg hey! havent heard from you in forever!!!

[mythic_x]

Hey there sorry it takes so long to respond. Hardly ever on here anymore. Can I text you? my number is different now. I would love to catch up