I thought I wasn't going to write in this anymore, but here I am. I just officially failed my art history class. what a waste of time and money. my parents are gonna be pretty pissed but oh well. unfortunatly life goes on. it just occured to me how tired I really am right now. I work at four so maybe I sleep some before I go in. My boyfriend ( Read more... )

okay that was how I felt in the heat of the moment. Now I feel stupid. I could get rid of it, but... eah. Okay the stupid part is that I have a boyfriend- but I said I want someone to be true to me? I am a hypocrit for that. Next the guy that I was mad at- I'm not now. He's single he can do whatever he wants with whom he wants. I am a very ( Read more... )

Now I'm really pissed! I just found out something I didn't really want to think about now that I have started to give in to someone I shouldn't have. I can't believe that I fell for it again. He does have another girl or girls he fucks around with! What an asshole. I am glad I didn't break up with my boyfriend! And to think....I actually ( Read more... )

Well thanxgiving is over, now here comes x-mas. This is going to sound mean but I hate buying presents for people. I don't know what they really want and whatever I buy is never it. Anyway, I have lots of papers to write. I feel like there is nothing to look forward to. Crystal Moultine and I are going to take a yoga class together. Maybe I' ( Read more... )

Man, I'm getting bored with this live journal already. I don't have internet right now. I am typing this at gina's house. anyway, i want to move out. i am so bored with everything right now. and everyone. i wish there were parties or something I really need to make new friends. or some friends. anyway I just want to have fun. all the people ( Read more... )

fucking people. tonight i worked and then went to tim's house. while i was at work something was said that lingered in my mind up until this very moment and i will probably be bothered until it is clarified. this guy i work with..I'll call him Alan started asking me how the halloween party I was going to went. I told him I didn't go ( Read more... )

I am up way to early for a saturday morning. That means I had a really lame night last night. I already screwed up this morning. I woke up with a sore throat, i guess from cold air, and sneezing, then once I got up I started coughing so now my chest burns all I could think about was drinking something hot but I was at tims house so I had to go ( Read more... )

I wanted to finish typing about the party so I can get over it. Usually I'm the one no one likes over in the corner by myself. But because of Chris's wife, everyone paid lots of attention to me. It was the most positive attention I had at a party before, almost every guy danced with me, every girl did at some point danced on me. One really hot ( Read more... )

Okay, last night I cryed in front of someone, and talked about my horrible speech to him (i said a quote from a paper in the 1900s that said nigger to prove that the laws I was aruing against were racist in origin and intent, and would hold no relevancy today). Boo fuckin Hoo! She wrote a comment saying I need to be sensitive with my language to ( Read more... )

Last night my boyfriend and I went to a party after I got off of work. I got so drunk. I ended up making him stop along side the road on the way home and I puked like five times. I didn't know a person could hold so much liquid inside of them. escpecially since I went pee like a hundred times at the party and once before we left. It was ( Read more... )