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I wanted to finish typing about the party so I can get over it. Usually I'm the one no one likes over in the corner by myself. But because of Chris's wife, everyone paid lots of attention to me. It was the most positive attention I had at a party before, almost every guy danced with me, every girl did at some point danced on me. One really hot guy told me over the kareokee machine I was long legged and slender, which really made me feel wonderful!!!!!!!! I was lucky my boyfriend was outside having a smoke otherwise that could have ruined the night. Him (the one that complemented me) and this other really nice looking guy kept coming up behind me and putting their hands on my waist and dancing with their face close to my neck, which was great!!! and scary I kept thinking we would get caught but I was so drunk I didn't care, I probably would have done my booty dance on them if the song wouldn't have ended. the one that complimented me had a hard on.... One i felt it and two I turned around and looked down at it and he laughed. I just turned back around and danced some more. He reminded me so much of Kyle, except taller and muscular, this guy looked like he lifts weights every day, and I seriously doubt that he takes steroids judging by the size of it I when I accidently rubbed my ass on it. His laugh was like Kyles, his smile, his hands touched me the way Kyles did, his voice, his skin even smelled like kyle. I can't believe I remember so much of Kyle. That is not a good thing when he hates me and never thinks about me. Anyway if my boyfriend wouldn't have came back inside, I was seriously thinking about sneaking out with this guy. Mostly just because he was a bigger better Kyle and I would love to be with Kyle one more time. So this would have been like Me and Kyle all grown up. He told me he lives by himself, what car he drove (which was the first car and only car I got hot for just looking at that was there, and that was before I new it was his) It was a z28 camero one of the most recent ones, black, sleek and sexy with leather interior. Okay I had to get that out.