take back
okay that was how I felt in the heat of the moment. Now I feel stupid. I could get rid of it, but... eah. Okay the stupid part is that I have a boyfriend- but I said I want someone to be true to me? I am a hypocrit for that. Next the guy that I was mad at- I'm not now. He's single he can do whatever he wants with whom he wants. I am a very jealous girl, so that doesn't mean I can't hate her or that I have to be nice to her cause I won't. I'm not even nice to girls I don't have a problem with. I don't trust females anymore. This may not be true when talk female to male- but female to female, is just a big competition and you can't trust anyone, they lie to eachother and themselves, purposly plan things, and change their minds in a seconds notice. Not a very stable platform to build a friendship on. All any female I've ever known just wants to be prettier than the next.
And before I date a guy I do take into consideration what he's done in his past as far as dating goes. I don't see myself as anything special and what he does to one he's likely to do to me. When I hear bad things from a girl about what he's done to her- I'm out. And girls do talk. I think that may have been an understatment. Anyway I'm too much for most guys to handle. I am amazed that my boyfriend is still with me, and convinced there isn't anyother guy out there that wants to be with me past the sexual part. Even then anyone who closes their eyes apparently doesn't want to see- and that's a damn shame. (and if you didn't get it, there's more to that sentence then just what it is.... think harder.)
And before I date a guy I do take into consideration what he's done in his past as far as dating goes. I don't see myself as anything special and what he does to one he's likely to do to me. When I hear bad things from a girl about what he's done to her- I'm out. And girls do talk. I think that may have been an understatment. Anyway I'm too much for most guys to handle. I am amazed that my boyfriend is still with me, and convinced there isn't anyother guy out there that wants to be with me past the sexual part. Even then anyone who closes their eyes apparently doesn't want to see- and that's a damn shame. (and if you didn't get it, there's more to that sentence then just what it is.... think harder.)