its been so long sice i've written in this thing. i dont really know where to begin ( Read more... )

i literally graduate in 13 days ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im always pushing away the people who i love the most. first my parents then brandon. i've never felt more alone. my eyes hurt from crying, and my heart just aches. i dont understand how it all worked out. is he happy now? now that hes got a girl to fuck. but tell me brandon, do you love her? does she love you back? if thats ( Read more... )

so i hung out with brandon today. and it was nothing less than amazing. i really do love being with him and around him. i finally got to go to his house for the first time in....forever. it was nice. tomorrow me him caitlin and andy might go do something cause we havent in awhile ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to think right now. i always get this feeling that im ment to be with brandon. like hes just my one and only. i know i took our relationship for granted before. but im realizing now that maybe he is just what i've been searching for. im not completely sure. because no one can ever be completely sure about things like that. but ( Read more... )

so today i went to edgefest with adam and it was uber fun. <33 bury your dead was sick and they kicked ass. i watched adam throw down and i almost peed myself. its so funny watching him. =] adam kicked some fat dood a couple times and the dood dumped beer on him. it smelled yucky. haha. i attempted to record flyleaf onto katies answering machine ( Read more... )

So yesterday im out in my barn with katie having a cig and we get bored so im like..."wanna go in the house?" she said yeah so we went in. im walking through the kitchen when i see all theses notes that i wrote my ex sitting on the table. now i know i gave them to him while we were dating. So i grab them off the table and i walk up to my brother ( Read more... )

kooterman: your a fat cunt i can't believe i went out with you
LetsMakeAScene18: oook
LetsMakeAScene18: are you sure you ment that?
kooterman: FAT CUNT FAT CUNT FAT CUNT FAT CUNT
LetsMakeAScene18: thanx. =]
kooterman: welcome

He's Such a sweet talker ♥

well i guees when people break up their allowd to say whatever they want. Too bad he just ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to begin. it seems that as soon as everything goes back to being somewhat normal....a ghost from my past comes back to haunt me. no its not always the same person. but why do they push themselves back into my life. their gone for a reason. or distanced from me for a reason. why does everyone want to argue? literally ( Read more... )

i cant even begin to describe him. he just makes me so happy. theres a good chance that i've said this before. but it was prolly about him. =] like...hes runner up to incredible. what im trying to say is, if he could fly. he'd totally have it all. lol. but seriously, hes all i can think about, cause i dont get to see him that much. hes my full time ( Read more... )