lightbulb moment
its been so long sice i've written in this thing. i dont really know where to begin.
my brain is compeletly overwhelmed. since school ended i've accomplished absolutly
nothing. i started going to gcc. andthen, dropped out. too much change too fast. atleast
thats what i keep telling myself. i got fired from my job at the beacon. only because
someone (tom griffin) told my boss i was stealing. i wasn't. i got into a car accident.
walked away unmarked, unhurt, and $500 in debt. now from what your read your prolly sitting
there already judging me. maybe even feeling sorry for me. stop. these were some of the best
things that have happened to me. it opened my eyes and showed me that things can get taken away from me just as easily as i get them.
since then i've gotten a job waitressing. i love my job. the cooks that i work with are funny as shit. literally never stop laughing when im there. im not going to school. yet.
im attempting to save money first. im back with brandon. i've come to terms with the fact that im either going to die alone or with him. and im okay with that. i found out that steve is actually just an asshole. but whatever. you win some you lose some. im trying to get my life on track. i got a job set up making 10 an hour.... but i have to pass a drug test.
no i dont smoke crack or shoot herion. i smoke blunts. thats what i do. im a blunt master.
which is a problem. because if you didnt already know this, bluntsmoker is not exactly a
quality that most companies are intrested in. which means i can no longer be bluntmaster.
or atleast until i get the job. but we'll take it one step at a time. i cant really focus right now because im so fucking bored so im going to stop writing. for now.
stay safe<3
love tawnya