You’ve got the gun,
I’ve got the bullets,
Don’t wanna live no more,
Well baby, be my lover, go on and pull that trigger!

Obviously it's been a while since I've last posted, and I blame it on the fact that my life is just so damn good right now that I don't really have a reason to write in here.  I guess everytime I read through the entries I wrote ( Read more... )

     So I spent the better part of yesterday shopping for engagement ring for Ashley with my buddy Garrett.  I feel proud of myself because that's probably the most I've ever cared about shopping for something.  Considering I already knew I wanted a 14k white gold, past present future, princess cut engagement ring...it sure took quite a long time ( Read more... )

     I was going to keep this just a one line entry, but what the hell?  A lot has been going on since I last updated, but I haven't gone against anything I said before.  However, I suppose there was a slight change of plans, because in my last entry I said that I was going to fly back to Michigan just to ask Ashley's parents if I could have their ( Read more... )

Here... I'm still waiting here, my dear ( Read more... )

I'll miss you when you're gone ( Read more... )

Stay with me and fall asleep
Pray to God for no bad dreams

Here... I'm still waiting here, my dear
For one kiss from you

You ever dream about a certain event so much that when it finally does happen, you wake up having to convince yourself that it actually happened and wasn't just a dream this time?  It's like everything in the world came ( Read more... )

I'll make you wish you hadn't burned our time before,
I'll live through this in a manner cursed at my own accord.

I really hate feeling the way I did yesterday, but I suppose you can't feel happy every day of your life.  I feel like I've been on an emotional roller coaster all week though, and yesterday was the day it caught up with me.  All ( Read more... )

     You know I hate to say it, but sometimes it just feels like I'm wasting my time with her.  It's not that I don't enjoy being her friend and all, but come on...you don't hang out and talk with a girl that much that you just want to be friends with.  Then again it's moments like last weekend that make it all seem worth it.  To be honest, I ( Read more... )

     So I didn't get home from her house until 5:30 in the morning.  I wish I could control the flow of time, to make some moments last forever, and others to go by quickly.  Last night would've been one of those moments that I could've just kept on living in.  I can't remember the last time I cared about a girl this much before, and right now I ( Read more... )

Well I figured that I'd take the time to sum up what the year 2006 was like for me.  I'm going to break down the year by major life changing events that happened:

January 1st - 16th: Finishing up basic training
At this point I had been in basic training for about four weeks, so the year 2006 started off as shitty as it possibly could being as I still ( Read more... )