Tonight, Goodnight, Goodbye.
You know I hate to say it, but sometimes it just feels like I'm wasting my time with her. It's not that I don't enjoy being her friend and all, but come on...you don't hang out and talk with a girl that much that you just want to be friends with. Then again it's moments like last weekend that make it all seem worth it. To be honest, I really don't know how to look at it anymore. It's like we're in the stage that a couple would be right before they go out. We talk a lot, we hang out a lot, and we flirt with each other a lot, which are all signs of a couple that's about to go out. Except the only difference is that we've been in this stage literally for months now. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one that's really interested though, but then again I really don't know.
Right now I feel like sometimes you just got to realize that it's not meant to be and to let go. I don't think I made a mistake, but I think this time around she got the better of me after I swore to stop liking her. Honestly, I think I'm just going to take a break and think about it.
"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes."
-Oscar Wilde-
Edit 11 Jan 07:
Well once again I'm completely fucking wrong about everything. Basically I talked to my buddy at work today, and he asked her about it the other day. Basically I found out that she really really likes me right now, so based on that new information I think I'm going to just straight up ask her out again this weekend. I'm going to play her favorite song on my guitar, take her out for a nice dinner, and just straight up ask her. Boy am I glad that I didn't do anything stupid once again, because as usual I was making a big deal out of nothing.
Right now I feel like sometimes you just got to realize that it's not meant to be and to let go. I don't think I made a mistake, but I think this time around she got the better of me after I swore to stop liking her. Honestly, I think I'm just going to take a break and think about it.
"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes."
-Oscar Wilde-
Edit 11 Jan 07:
Well once again I'm completely fucking wrong about everything. Basically I talked to my buddy at work today, and he asked her about it the other day. Basically I found out that she really really likes me right now, so based on that new information I think I'm going to just straight up ask her out again this weekend. I'm going to play her favorite song on my guitar, take her out for a nice dinner, and just straight up ask her. Boy am I glad that I didn't do anything stupid once again, because as usual I was making a big deal out of nothing.