I would go on about how long it's been since I've written on this thing, but I do that everytime. Atleast when I type these things they'll be meaningful. Actually they probably aren't going to meaningful I'll just write in it when ever I feel like it and I'm bored. THE POINT IS I'm going to just go on and write ( Read more... )

I was just looking through these personality tests ect. and I was looking at this career interest test and I got really scared. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I have no idea what I want to go to college for. I don't want to have to move out of this state to go do whatever I want to do. I'm not saying I won't move, but I don't think I ( Read more... )

Okay so that kid hung himself and fifteen million people told it to me. Then everyone decides to crawl out from underneath their rocks, take their grandmother's brother to the visitation, and proceeds to act like this guys best friend. I'm not saying I don't feel any sympathy for his family, but I'm not going to go to his visitation because I didn' ( Read more... )

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I'm so happy I wish I would feel happy. I'm so sad I'm fed up with life. What the hell is wrong with me? It's like I don't give a rats ass, but I couldn't care anymore than what I do all at the same time. I want to do something so badly and then I just forget about it moments later. I have no will power and I feel so needy right now. I hate the way ( Read more... )

I am in desperate need for some... Close friend "bonding" time. I am feeling kind of lonely and depressed right now, I need some one to come over for a while and hang out. We can watch some movies, listen to some music, I'll spin a pillow, and I need to talk a lot and be really stupid. AHH! The mail man is here and Maggy is going INSANE. She has ( Read more... )

Hi everyone! My birthday was the 24th, I turned 16 for those who don't know. Woo, fun I'm louds of fun. My birthday pretty much sucked and I ran out on Friday and didn't call my parents so I'm not allowed to go anywhere for a while. Serves me right, they were pretty fair about it. I've been wasting my time thinking about where I was going to get ( Read more... )

Everything is running by really fast and I don't have anytime to enjoy anything. I feel depressed, but I think I'm happier than I've ever been in my entire life. I feel alone, but I know I can call some one to come get me. I understand what's going on and at the same time I'm totally confused. I feel like going out and just doing something crazy, ( Read more... )

I finished that book finally, Sexy by Joyce Carol Oates, and it was really good. Now I'm glad I read it and att he end the main character, Darren, sounded really hot. He had hair long enough to put in a short pny tail at the bottom of his neck line, hot. Okay maybe I'm just an idiot, but you can't tell me that unless you read that book and you don' ( Read more... )

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