I have to go back to school tomorrow, damnit. My head is hurting so bad I feel like I could puke. What those two have in common I don't know, but that's what seems to be going on. Today was really boring and slow and I'm ready to see people tomorrow and got o my new classes. All at the same time I wish I were out of school and I could just stay at ( Read more... )

I'm not ready for it to be 2005 yet. I feel like a jackass for not staying at Lorna's because yes, I went to get drunk. Not only did I think when I was at Lorna's "You should really just stay here, you know you're probably going to get sick." Well guess what, I stayed up for about three hours puking and I missed 'the big ball drop.' Have you ever ( Read more... )

Hey, I don't think it's a damn bit rude. They did it to some one else so I can do it too. If they don't want it to happen to them then they wont do it to some one else. As for me, I wouldn't give a rats ass if it happened. If you think for one minute you can make me change my mind you're an idiot because I will do as I please. It's not hurting any ( Read more... )

This Christmas was kick ass! I got more money and got to pick out everything I got. Then at family dinners and shit I didn't get completely pissed off. I actually got along with them and talked to a few of them that I really don't like. Which was all good fun because it wasn't half bad and I laughed a lot. Then I was talking to my grandmother about ( Read more... )

Today was okay. Everything went pretty well and I cleaned my room, then I was going to clean my hamster cage, but Kayla called and I left with her. I just realized I didn't wear make up today and my face feels much more oily than it normally does. We went to Dairy Queen and I got a vanilla milkshake like I always do when I can get money or I have ( Read more... )

Hey sorry about the lack of updates here for a while. The last two weeks of school were pretty stressful and dwelling on the past or how people will always be doesn't make things better. Two weeks before school is out and I have two science related (Physics and Chemistry) projects to do (Both presented in front of the class) geometry homework, ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I don't have much to say, well I did then I forgot. For some odd reason I am laughing out loud and I'm sitting in this room by myself. I've been really stressed out these past two weeks. I've felt miserable and after Tuesday I hope I feel better. I have two projects due on Monday, which I haven't started on. I have three or four ( Read more... )

Okay, I don't smoke pot, but I don't understand why it's illegal. You grow it in the ground, it's a natural drug. What isn't natural is an 80 year old man trying to get it up, but we have pills for that. If people want to smoke pot why can't they just do it? Eighty year old mean can have hard ons for like five hours at a time, but you can't smoke ( Read more... )

I went to Sean's shindig, it was nice in a different way. To have a little while to not give a fuck about anything and say and do whatever I want feels good. Talking really loud, that's my thing nobody else likes it but it didn't stop me. The fact that everyone is so idealistic and worried about what every one thinks about them aggravates me. ( Read more... )

I talked to Ellen tonight. She said she was coming back to school in January. We talked about how she was feeling how she's doing now. She said she got to swallow food for the first time in four weeks the other day. She said she was still kind of whispery. Then we talked about how lucky we all are that she is alive and how much we've all missed her ( Read more... )