im the lamest fucking person ever. my entries suck beyond belief. what the fuck was i thinking with half the shit i wrote in this thing ( Read more... )

i can never seem to pull together my thoughts and actually write something worth while ( Read more... )

im currently looking for my wonderwall.

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i hate days like these ( Read more... )

i dont know how someone controlled you
they bought and sold you

to put it simply, i feel shitty. i cant wait to get the fuck out of high school. but then i still feel as though its going to be a rude awakening. im expecting to graduate and have everything change for the better. im expecting too much. i wish there was some kind of clear path that i ( Read more... )

MY BODY MODIFICATION IS REALLY LACKING ( Read more... )

i really want to go to chicago.

i want to start writing again. songs/poems/love letters.

i want to go see brand new and shout the lyrics of seventy times 7 at the top of my lungs.

i feel so figured out.

i want to go visit rachel aiello.

i've also come to the conclusion that the fact that i dont have a tattoo is outrageous!

i wish that people missed me.

i remember being fun.. lively, spontaneous, exciting. i remember having control.. over myself, my choices, my willpower. i remember being involved. i dont know where i'm at & why i am in this state, but i am definitely stuck ( Read more... )