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[pink_shoelaces]

i remember being fun.. lively, spontaneous, exciting. i remember having control.. over myself, my choices, my willpower. i remember being involved. i dont know where i'm at & why i am in this state, but i am definitely stuck

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[serenadeisdead]

a part of me agrees with lissa, mostly because I think she is extremely intelligent and respect her thoughts. but, I don't know. you aren't Jean, anymore. you're gina cerone. and I guess you always were, but you were never just that. you used to be a lot more. and I'm not saying you are nothing now, because you sure are something to say the least. but the layers of passion and emotion and deep thought that once piled upon your beautiful and healthy skin have completely shriveled to weekend plans and staying up late. I could be wrong, we unfortunately don't spend time together anymore, but this is how I see it. you're layers started chipping away the moment you decided you weren't vegan. the moment you decided you weren't straight edge, or that you didn't need to be in love to have sex. your morals changed, your mind changed, your entire life and how you lived it changed. it seems simple to stay you started eating differently and opened your mind to the stupid and unhealthy ricks most teenagers take..yeah, I guess many people do that.