sometimes it can be hard to find the silver lining of the cloud. but i keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason though. today, like others, i feel especially content with this optimistic creed. having a day to myself, to just do, whatever i want was so liberating. i gave me time to clean my car, (first time since the accident), ( Read more... )

so, last night i had the strangest craving for some guacamole and windmill cookies. i actually wanted some ginger snaps, but i saw the windmills before i could find the snaps so i said, those sound good, and similar. i came right home and made some guac with ben adams and then had chips, salsa, and guacamole, (my new favorite snack), and some ( Read more... )

how does the fray know exactly how i feel, about everything? i think their songs were written by someone observing my life like a fly on the wall. it's remarkable. besides my allergies attacking my face today, things have been going well ( Read more... )

things that have happened to me this week ( Read more... )

long time no update ( Read more... )

CAMPUS IS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

all of my feelings have gone to song lyrics and quotes and fortune cookies and horoscopes. last night i felt so low. i felt so weak. i felt like it was all right. but wanting to call him just made me feel weaker than before. wanting some strength to come from the other end of the line. all i can do is write and write and write. i write the ( Read more... )

dear my love, greatest drug ( Read more... )

it's easier to do "rabbit, rabbit, hare, hare" when you live alone. i hope it brings me something. :o ( Read more... )

i just can't stop. i wish i smoked or something. i wish there was an identifiable addiction here. like oh you're a coke addict, or an alcoholic. or something less harmful to my body. this is harmful. no sleep. no moments in my mind to myself. all-consuming. i try to read, nothing. there's his name splashed all over the pages. they could ( Read more... )