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[papillion1216]

all of my feelings have gone to song lyrics and quotes and fortune cookies and horoscopes. last night i felt so low. i felt so weak. i felt like it was all right. but wanting to call him just made me feel weaker than before. wanting some strength to come from the other end of the line. all i can do is write and write and write. i write the

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[urarobot]

we all know it's true:
when we were kids, we wished and wished to grow up. cars and relationships and highschool.
and now we're in college, responsability looming around every corner, and all we want is summer and dependence.
yeah my whole summer is basically going to be work from 5am-2pm, nap, work in afternoon, posibly go out at night. all that just so i can live on my own. fuck yeah i miss being a kid. things were better when alcohcol, cigarettes, lack of sleep, drug, girls, responsability, puberty, school, lust, and love didn't ruin my brain.

[urarobot]

scratch that part about "things were better".
i wouldn't necessarily say "better", because there are certainily parts of being an "adult" that i enjoy. but it just seems like it was so nice and carefree to be a kid.
like i said before:
when we were kids, we looked at cars and college and we wanted to grow up so fast. now we're all growing up, and we look at toys and summer and we wish we were kids again.
life.

[papillion1216]

life is a strange thing, my friend. i will always tell my children to cherish the days of young. :oD you should do the same. amen!