standing in line at tower to pick up a cd, i am leafing through a magazine. i look up to see a someone looking at me...slowly it penetrates my brain, standing in front of me, is a smiling super cute boy. perhaps i should smile back? him: "hey, how is your day?" me: "good, you?" at which point i notice his gaze has wandered down to my choice of ( Read more... )

why do i rush headlong into things that i know are terrible ideas? why do i keep thinking that this time will be different? i tell myself that it is optimism, that i believe the best about people and give them the benefit of the doubt long after i should know better. but at this point i think it is just stupidity. i mean really, at what point do ( Read more... )

i am eating chocolate cake for breakfast, drinking diet dr. pepper and listening to poppy french music from the 60's. i am happy.
oh and i just put on dr. pepper lip smackers.
smiles.

lyzrd is pretty smart.

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i hate when i am cranky enough that fantastic news does not even register. sometimes people just suck. this will be a post later when my head is more together and i am less mean.

i left yesterday for florida. i came down early to keep my grandpa (whose wife passed in october) company as my mom and dad were headed up to utah to attend my grandmothers funeral. this was my grandma who i loved more than anything and who had never said a mean word to anyone in her life and who was the closet person to perfect i have ever ( Read more... )

friday night suma and i drove down to americus to help some friends move. i finally got to see the infamous pat's place and the always wonderful waineeeeee. no gay porn but there is always next time.

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woke up
-had french toast and hash browns my sister made us for breakfast
-emma and i made pecan bars for a funeral
-emma and i made peanut butter brownies for dessert tonight
-helped my sister look up recipes for sunday dinner
-about to make lunch for emma
this whole morning has revolved around food and people i love.

when did my life become this?