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i left yesterday for florida. i came down early to keep my grandpa (whose wife passed in october) company as my mom and dad were headed up to utah to attend my grandmothers funeral. this was my grandma who i loved more than anything and who had never said a mean word to anyone in her life and who was the closet person to perfect i have ever encountered. i know that sound cliched and trite but she was just so loving and generous and sweet and i only think of goodness when i think of her. i was sitting at the kitchen table with emma, who was picking out toys from a catalog, and catherine, who was looking at recipes, i was looking at the christmas cards we received, we were talking and laughing and i reached for another card, glanced at it and realized it was the card my grandparents had sent out. and i just sat there and cried.
i miss her.
i miss her.