yeah, sure, whatever

[pandeauxra]

why do i rush headlong into things that i know are terrible ideas? why do i keep thinking that this time will be different? i tell myself that it is optimism, that i believe the best about people and give them the benefit of the doubt long after i should know better. but at this point i think it is just stupidity. i mean really, at what point do

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[the_colombian]

You're getting older...more mature. Time to leave the drama behind and tell the world to go fuck itself. You'll manage on your own. You always have.

[still_becoming]

i mean really, at what point do you trade optimism for reality, and can you do that without losing faith in people?

perhaps we're not so different.

i think i've battled with this question for ages, you just stated it much more... eloquently. (i tend to use the word fuck a lot when grappling with this idea)

There is a huge difference between optimisim and stupidity. You are not the latter, and most of the time I'm sure you feel confident in that. It's more about knowing what is best for you and trusting yourself.

but. i will save the rest of what I have to say for our elusive girls night.

hang in there sweets.....

awwww, you guys are so sweet.

[pandeauxra]

thanks guys. this was not really about one person, just a sense of dissatisfaction the population in general.