Okay. I finally decided to ditch this ocean_ana journal and get a new name. My new journal is loveis_105. I figured that having a name with my goal in it would force me to be super aware of it every time I logged in. So follow me there and add me to all your lists. You can go ahead and delete this one as your friend because I'm not planning on updating ( Read more... )

I was thinking that I might try giving myself one day a week to eat whatever I wanted and that way, during the week, when I crave something I can write it on a list and when that one day comes, if I am still craving it, I can go out and eat it. If I did do that, I think it might help me the rest of the week because I won't just be telling myself ( Read more... )

( am i a bitch for revelling in someone else's pain/progress? )

Many women who use amphetamine regularly find their period becomes irregular or even stops. This may be linked to the drug itself or the weight loss associated with use.

Amphetamines postpone tiredness and hunger

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My bf and I are going to Texas for 10 days next month...and while we're there he said that he wanted to do speed again (he used to make the stuff when he was a teenager over there) and he said that it would be fine with him if I wanted to do it too. I AM SO EXCITED. You have no idea. First of all, I am already a caffeine junkie. I love that ( Read more... )

I just reread almost my entire journal from the very beginning. Wowza. I haven't used the term pro-ana for sooooooooooo long. I realize that the term itself is pretty taboo, but I guess I really still am pro-ana. I also found some fun things... like the time I made that motivational list for myself that I am reposting ( here )

IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, OR IF I AM ON YOURS, FILL THIS OUT PLEASE ( Read more... )

So...I know I always post my plans and whatnot. But I think I'm doing okay right now without a real plan. I'm just trying to listen to my body more and ONLY eat when I'm hungry. In this way I am learning to control my eating habits, because I think I eat most often when I am not actually hungry. Honestly, if I really look at it this way, I am ( Read more... )

Ocean the Sylph --

[noun]:

A hard-core grave robber

Ocean the Sylph of Aum --

[noun]:

A master blogger

I stole this from sylph_ironlight who got it from www.quizgalaxy.com

Resisted temptation again! Down with pita chips ( Read more... )