So I guess I'll run down everything thats been happening!! So Adam and I were NOT together officially last week but we were like dating and talking I guess you could say and the week just seemed to be going so well... like it always does. Then I asked Adam a question he didnt like and he got pissed off at me and pretty much spend Friday fighting.  ( Read more... )

So on Sunday night it happened... he messaged me... what a shocker. Am I really about to put my self back in this situation again? Am I really going to lay my heart on the line again when I know what the outcome is going to be? Its like my boss says, "You cant keep doing the same thing and expect a different outcome" but maybe I just miss him so ( Read more... )

I didnt think I could get this mad at him again. I thought I'd be able to let it go but FUCK THAT. It'll take an act of God to get him in my good graces again. I'm beyond pissed off. "Adams one and only" is what her site reads. Are you fucking kidding me?! Damn you wanna talk about a pathalogical liar.... he said he didnt like her, she was immature ( Read more... )

So today is Day number 2 with this whole not talking to Adam thing... its hard... but not near as hard as I thought it would be. It makes it so much easier that he hasn't caled or texted or anything, its dissapointing but def makes this whole things a lot easier to deal with.

I've come to the conclusion that he might just be a pathological liar... I ( Read more... )

 Well last night I just had to do it. I had to tell him that I couldnt do it anymore. Everyday I feel like I'm in constant compition with every girl in the state of Georgia because I'm just so easily replacable to him. I wouldnt of felt the need to say I couldnt do it anymore, IF he would of just said he didnt want me to go. Everyone takes me for ( Read more... )

So after what seemed to be a wonderful Saturday night, turned into a horrible Sunday evening. He told me he loved me (just out of the blue), invited me to his family vacation and started making HIS own plans to live with me. Then Sunday he starts acting really pissy towards me, so I ask whats wrong, and apparently that was the WRONG question to ask ( Read more... )

Wow I cant believe I'm going to start using this again... But I think it'll be something that helps me. I'm at a point in my life where I'm so confused. I dont know which was to go anymore. Im in love with a man that I feel isnt in love with me. This is like the fourth time we've tried this and everything just seems so different and I cant figure ( Read more... )

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