i do my best not to hurt others...even if it ends up hurting me ( Read more... )

so my fourth of july was pretty awesome. first i went to this party on a private beach and liek it was fun but everyone there was just getting shitfaced and stuff. but i hung out i just talked to poeple. then tony drove me to brent and steves party. when i got there steven hugged me even though i didnt know him really yet. when we got inside nobody ( Read more... )

take a step back ( Read more... )

Why are we so overly impressed by objects of immense scale, when it is actually the tiny things that make big things possible? Why do we try to create our own little worlds so we have the illusion of being completely in control of our entire existence, when we know with certainy we really are not? Why do we go on and on about individuality being ( Read more... )

i like nobody knows me or how i feel because of some of the things i have experienced, alot of the things, and as much as you may wish sometimes that all the things that have hurt you would have never happened, it just makes you all the more wise experiencing something you can learn from, i know now that people could never be able to understand me ( Read more... )

so today was my first day back at school after like over two weeks. everyone was hugging and kissing me, it was a great day. it was so good to see my friends i missed them so much and i was so glad to see them. i was glad to see mario hes so awesome and sweet i love him hes a great friend. i saw danny and he gave me lots of hugs and told me that he ( Read more... )

so im still home sick. it amazes me how fast people can change. some of the sweetest people becomes the biggest jerks. i dont know why its only the really gorgous people are the ones who get all the attention. most of the time they done even have any personality. ive tried to find the right guy for me, but they all turn out being jerks. i dont know ( Read more... )

So im really bored right now. and i decided to write something. i've had alot of time to think while i've been sick. I've thought alot about my life and my friends. and theres one person in particular i can't get out of my mind. hes the ones that sends chills down my spine when i see him, the one that gives me butterflies when he walks by, and when ( Read more... )