Im Not Perfect

[myblackenedlips]

i do my best not to hurt others...even if it ends up hurting me
i hold my feelings and emotions on the inside
i push away the people that i love the most
i have trust issues
i dont let people get to know me for fear of getting hurt
i dont know how to tie my shoes
i cant tell time
i am moody
i am very self concious
i dont know how to flirt
i bleed and i cry
i dont always know the right things to say
i wont lie to you...even to make you feel good
i dont give second chances
i am terrible at drawing
i love attention..i love to be loved
i can be controlling...stubborn..and strong willed
i am very picky when it comes to certain things
i am spontaneous
i never plan ahead
i am honest...to a point where it gets me in trouble
i am random..goofy..a dork
i care what people think..i get embarresed
i cant spell
i hate reading...unless its poetry
i can be sarastic...stupid...and not have a care in the world
i dont liek to use the phone
i liek cuddeling more than kissing or other things
i can be very opinionated
i do what my heart tells me
i wear my heart on my sleeve
i do what i want...and dont let people stop me
i live my life for me...nobody else
i make bad judgements
i have scars...physical and emotional
i am scared of fire
i dont liek being submerged in water
i hate being touched...tickled..poked...etc.
i dont liek eating in front of people
i procrastinate
im scared of being alone
i dont know the future...but it scares me