Thinking again
so im still home sick. it amazes me how fast people can change. some of the sweetest people becomes the biggest jerks. i dont know why its only the really gorgous people are the ones who get all the attention. most of the time they done even have any personality. ive tried to find the right guy for me, but they all turn out being jerks. i dont know why i wear my heart on my sleeve i always end up getting hurt. i just want someone to be there for me the way i will always be there for them. i really want to go back to school and be in the comfort of people i care about and people who care about me. i just need that right now, i need my friends because i havent seen any of them in so long and its tearing me apart being away from the ones i care about the most.