Have you ever been with someone for a while and they don't want to take your relationship any further? Yeah that's how it is with you know who. A friend of ours was talking about our union, but she didn't get the hint that maybe we should start looking at a date and a place. Plus it doesn't help that the person we want to perform at our ( Read more... )

Okay, so as my subject shows, I'm bored at work. I got a lot of sleep last night but I'm really achy which is making this last hour DRAG by! Anyway, have you every come to the conclusion that you don't deserve to be with someone? I've slowly been realizing this over the last month or so. Erin and I fought two days before and two days after ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm sitting here, it's 4:30am on Sunday morning and I'm at the hotel. Anyway, I don't really have too much to write, other than to say that Erin and I fought again and I'm still in complete shock that she's stayed with me as long as she has. I mean, I told her I didn't love her, which was a complete lie because I will always love her. ( Read more... )

Okay, so have you ever just woken up one morning and realized that everything you thought you knew about your life was completely wrong? Yeah, that's how I was this morning. Last night Erin and I got into a fight because of CCPD. I joined to get some kind of alone time, but she ended up coming too, and everyone seems to want her there more than ( Read more... )

So on a very random note, I think my dad knows about me and Erin, my love. He's been ok with her coming over almost every night since my mom left. In any case, I wish we were living together because I miss her so much and it's not fair for her to have to drive up here to see me all the time. And yeah... Also, I'm tired of work. I wish that I ( Read more... )

So, Erin and I had a huge fight yesterday/last night...and I'm wondering really how much longer we'll last. I'm just so tired of fighting with her. Between the stress from my family, then work and then us arguing all the time. And it all started because I had a stupid fucking dream that she cheated on me. Then during our fun game of "Questions ( Read more... )

Okay. So my mom definitely had her mind made up. She left my dad (moved out of the house) at 8:00 am this morning. She slipped and told my dad that I took her car key off his key ring, and that I was staying with him and I knew the whole time. I had to cover my ass since I'm going to stay there and told him that she accidentally locked her key ( Read more... )

Okay, So i've decided that I am totally insane. Not only did I volunteer to pick up extra hours on PBX at work, but I'm also working like 18 days straight. From 9/25/06 to 10/13/06. Speaking of the 13th, that's mine and Erin's 9 months. That's a big deal! Well yeah, I'm honestly not quite sure we'll make it to that point because... Since my ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like the person you need most is never around? Yeah, that's how I feel today. Erin stayed up all last night writing music supposedly, yet when I desperately needed to talk to her and see her this morning, she wasn't there for me. It's been happening alot lately. When I don't need her, she's always around, but when I do need ( Read more... )

Okay, so my mom's on this big kick about divorcing my father. This is really leaving me in a bind because she's talking about me moving with her (to the glen burnie area) but that would mean I'm further from work, and Erin. And 9 chances out of 10 I can't take Laptop (my dog) with me. Plus I still can't tell her about me and Erin because then I' ( Read more... )