depression
So, Erin and I had a huge fight yesterday/last night...and I'm wondering really how much longer we'll last. I'm just so tired of fighting with her. Between the stress from my family, then work and then us arguing all the time. And it all started because I had a stupid fucking dream that she cheated on me. Then during our fun game of "Questions" she said that the one thing she'd like to change about my personality is that she wished I didn't always think she would cheat on me. That made me feel fucking great. And then it escalated from there. Anyway, Friday was supposed to be our 9 months together and I was planning on us going out Sunday night to celebrate that and my birthday (a day early). But now, even after we've slightly made up, I don't feel like doing any of it or wasting my money. And now that I'm crying, AGAIN(!), I'll go back to work.