at work
Have you ever felt like the person you need most is never around? Yeah, that's how I feel today. Erin stayed up all last night writing music supposedly, yet when I desperately needed to talk to her and see her this morning, she wasn't there for me. It's been happening alot lately. When I don't need her, she's always around, but when I do need her she's never there for me. I honestly feel like our relationship is coming to a close. I don't feel her in my heart anymore. I know she says she's always there, but right now she isn't. I love her, but I really don't know how long I thought this would last. I honestly never thought it'd last this long. Maybe I just need to be committed again. I don't know. I can't write anymore right now because I'm starting to cry and I'm losing my train of thought.