Last night was spent biking around West Olympia with a mobile bike soundsystem! Haaaaaaaa I felt super scrambled trying to get all the parts and things I need to make it work. But most of that scrambledness felt totally worth after blasting Shitmat in a bunch of quiet residential neighborhoods. Heeeeee ( Read more... )

I am feeling exhausty low energy. Mainly because of being up until about 4am last night/morning. A night adventure down to PDX to listen to Caspa woab woab woabing at a bar club place. I have a dislike for the bar setting that dubstep shows typically get set up at. I think because I don't really like environments with pooploads of alcohol. alcohol ( Read more... )

Oh mah gawsh I feel like I've been grumpy the past 2 or 3 days. Hoiiii! And difficult communication times to a degree. I think that's mainly been because of not being as social lately, not putting myself in a space where I have to regularly talk about my emotions and my feelings, so that muscle has gotten a little lax again. Whooooooppppssss... I ( Read more... )

Back to a school schedule again. Hrmm. It goes pretttty okay. There are a few things to process, as expected. Adjusting to taking on a huge chunk of time and energy being dedicated towards school and heady subjects. Being back in Olympia again on a more steady basis ( Read more... )

Mmmmmermermemremrrer winter adventures. In thinking about the past two weeks out of school I realize how many adventures I've been on. Wowowow a lot! Woo! I think it was well needed. Another few days in Portland again. This time for new year's, where it was spent with some lovely chickenhed folk in someone's basement that was converted into a rave ( Read more... )

8 days later I managed to hitchhike out of Portland for $10. Hoof. While being stranded there was difficult at times, I feel like I learned a lot of lessons there about traveling and being in other people's spaces for extended periods of time. I also got a good chance to spend time with a circle of wonderful people that I don't see on a very ( Read more... )

AHHHH LOLOL IM STRANDED IN PORTLAND <3

Life is back to the rollercoasteriness that school seems to make things. Always a little crazy, but at the same time manageable. Weekend in Seattle to sell stuff at a craft fair. Woah I was so sleepy and sick feeling. It was odd odd odd. Perilous situations with friends. Totally power-trippy, possibly meth-ed out cop pulls us over and gives Colleen ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I puked out all of the things that were taught to me when I was young. Everything that my body had ever internalized as I grew up about gender, race, class, or treating certain people differently because of who they are, coming out of my body as a thick black tar onto a tile floor. Purifyingness. I woke up and wished ( Read more... )

It is really fucking hard to be satisfying the needs of someone you love and then over time realize that you cannot satisfy those needs any longer.