Life this week has been more processing of the effects of school on my heart. Hoiii it feels never-ending. A constant diarrhea stream of heart challenges. I suppose in the end it will be valuable lessons learned, especially regarding work dynamics. Though that doesn't make it any less exhausting ( Read more... )

Something for a zine in the near future? Maybe ( Read more... )

7,665 days ago I left a pink womb through my mom's stomach via c-section ( Read more... )

Recent heart stretches as of a few hours ago. With someone in my life who I care dearly for, figuring out the emotional distance that has expanded between the two of us ( Read more... )

I'm reading a book! For the first time in many times! It is called Intersex and it's by Thea Hillman! It is very goooooooooooooooood. Honk. It makes me think a lot about my own gender identity. And how I actually haven't thought about that for a long time, and where I sit in that rainbow ( Read more... )

Life consists primarily of an ever-going battle with adapting to a school schedule while struggling to feel as connected to my home and my friends and making enough time to take care of my body, make art, and process the bumps and curves that my heart rides through lately. Bluhhhffhfhhhhff ( Read more... )

School is now in full blow. I am the music tech intern and I share an office with another intern. I learn a lot from it, though I am there at least 5-6 hours a day monday through sometimes friday. I learn a lot about articulating and communicating things, especially things about computers and processes and synthesizers. Hooooof ( Read more... )

Gawwwwd Portland I love you so much ( Read more... )

The past week-ish has been mainly focused on re-flexing certain muscles, namely grabbing a hold of the reigns of having self confidence to extend myself to people without fear and/or insecurity. Blah it's been weird. Feeling inadequate at times. This is definitely not all the time, but much more often in group situations. I feel like most of it has ( Read more... )

Okay wait, I think I know what it is, heart. Due to the lack of adventures in this transitional, summer-come-fall, waiting for school with little to do time, we have been at home with very little worldly stimulus, in our safe bubble of Alamingo. Though it is nice to have an amazing home, the only way to keep my heart in strong, muscle flexing ( Read more... )