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Boys
1. Fucked Bass Boy again, 2x in one week after not talking or seeing each other for 3 months. He still has his girlfriend, but for some reason since he didn't care, i didn't care ( Read more... ) -
UH OH
Sorry Livejournal, I have been two timing you with Facebook... -
Life...
Ahhh, life ( Read more... ) -
Ritual of Good Riddance
1. Friday Afternoon: Texted Bass Boy with this, "Are we still friends? Truth please." He never responded ( Read more... ) -
Bass Boy Confusion
OK, I know I shouldn't be confused, but I am. Prior to a few weeks ago, as you know, Bass Boy and I were all hot and heavy. He then found someone else, I knew it was coming, I knew I wasn't the one...blah...blah..blah... but I am still so torn up about it ( Read more... ) -
And everything else...
1. Medication seems to be helping me but there are a lot of freaky side effects that I am having a hard time with. Mainly my loss of appetite (I have lost 5 lbs in the last 2 weeks), my forgetfulness and warped time line (what day is it again?) and the headaches and neck aches I seem to be getting every morning. On the flip side, I am not panicking ( Read more... ) -
A Trip to The Psychiatrist
Well, Tuesday afternoon, after a few days of panic attacks, crying attacks, deep heartbreak and the feeling that I was loosing my mind and the dark deamons were soon to get me, I call Kaiser and got an appointment with a psychiatrist to get on some meds that would hopefully save me ( Read more... ) -
The Final Letter To Bass Boy
Dear, Dear Friend Miles, I hope you are well ( Read more... ) -
The End of Bass Boy
Well, Bass Boy and I just mutually broke up. I saw it coming this weekend since he did not contact me at all about his gig, nor respond to any of my texts. It was inevitable, yes, but I am still heartbroken and devastated, as I had invested a lot of time and energy, as well as got a lot of calm and peace (for the most part) when we hung out, plus ( Read more... ) -
Grief
5 AM: Wake up to crushing grief and I can't stop the inevitable sobs that escape me. I am sick and already stuffed up and I am a mess of snot and tears in my bed ( Read more... )