Ahhh, life ( Read more... )

1. Medication seems to be helping me but there are a lot of freaky side effects that I am having a hard time with. Mainly my loss of appetite (I have lost 5 lbs in the last 2 weeks), my forgetfulness and warped time line (what day is it again?) and the headaches and neck aches I seem to be getting every morning. On the flip side, I am not panicking ( Read more... )

OK, I am NOT falling for Bass Boy. Reality check, Carolyn, remember, he's kinda nutty ( Read more... )

I can't beleive how longs it's been since I posted. So much stupidness going on I want to vomit ( Read more... )

1. I truly think mom's going soon. Really. I have said that to myself and others at least 50-100 times in the last 6 months, but now I think we are down to the wire. She is now bed-ridden, she can't walk and she is out of it much of the time. I was sleeping with her the other night and her life force or energy or whatever you want to call it, was ( Read more... )

1. I really like having a car! Yesterday I got about 3 mjor projects done thanks to my car: Salvation Army run to get rid of a huge pile of shit, finally fixed my vaccuum after 3 months of being broken & took a bunch of stuff the to Used Baby Store for consignment. I felt clean, organized and happy ( Read more... )

The 17 year old step-son of one of my coworkers got into a horrible car crash the other night. He is now in a coma with only a 10% chance of ever waking up. If he does wake up, more than likely he will be a veggie. The REALLY fucked up part of it was that the driver and other passenger were on Extacy when they drove and crashed and they only ( Read more... )

1. Getting on that big fucking tin can on Saturday. I gave my "anti-anxiety" drugs a run today and I feel REALLY GROOVY. The 80's station has been on all day and I keep thinking about how awesome this music was/is. Is it the groovy drugs, or is the music really good. I guess a bit of both. In any case, I am having a GREAT DAY at work today ( Read more... )

I had the most lovely time tripping on magic mushrooms with Miss Molly and Miss Heather. Here are some highlights from the day ( Read more... )

1. My sister just gave me a bunch of thong underwear. I have not worn underware in since my early 20's. It just was not my thing; I much preferred the lovely air circulation I got from being panty-less. I figured I should give it a shot, I am in experiment-land in so many other aspects of my life, why the hell not try thong underwear. You know ( Read more... )