Random Thoughts on my Week
1. My sister just gave me a bunch of thong underwear. I have not worn underware in since my early 20's. It just was not my thing; I much preferred the lovely air circulation I got from being panty-less. I figured I should give it a shot, I am in experiment-land in so many other aspects of my life, why the hell not try thong underwear. You know what? I like it! It's such a little bit of fabric against my private parts that it feels like nothing at all while at the same time giving me a feeling of coverage. It's kinda sexy, too! Though because of it's shape, I had to put it on 3 times before I got it on the right way.
2. I went to the Doctor and got some Good Drugs for my plane flight. Valium would have been too strong since I have to be conscious and coherant for my 3 year old, so I got some other drug called Lorazepam. It's list of side effects are as follows: headache, live damage, nausea, skin rash, vomiting and heart palpatations. There is also a little note that states something like this, " The benefits of this medication far outweigh the side effects of this medication." If it helps me get on that tin-can airplane, I could give a shit about liver damage!
3. Speaking of Good Drugs, I plan on going on a "little trip" in my mind next weekend. Molly, Heather and I are going to partake of a few fungi-friends and hang out at the beach. I haven't done psychelics for about 4-5 years and I am a bit nervous. My head isn't all there lately, my emotions are pretty crazy and my life is unstable and nutty. I feel, though, that my relationship with psychedelics is one of deep respect and I bow down to the power of them. I do not use them lightly or foolishly. My hopes, in my crazy-nuttyness, is to have sort of a spiritual and emotional housecleaning. I plan to laugh, cry and have a few freak outs and hopefully come out of it clearer and happier in my crazy-nuttyness.
4. I slept from 8:30 pm last night until 7:45 am this morning, that's almost 12 hours of uninterrupted sleep. It's about time, it's been a long 4 years coming!!!!
5. Sorry to report, no fun sexual escapdes this week. Don't mean to disappoint you...
2. I went to the Doctor and got some Good Drugs for my plane flight. Valium would have been too strong since I have to be conscious and coherant for my 3 year old, so I got some other drug called Lorazepam. It's list of side effects are as follows: headache, live damage, nausea, skin rash, vomiting and heart palpatations. There is also a little note that states something like this, " The benefits of this medication far outweigh the side effects of this medication." If it helps me get on that tin-can airplane, I could give a shit about liver damage!
3. Speaking of Good Drugs, I plan on going on a "little trip" in my mind next weekend. Molly, Heather and I are going to partake of a few fungi-friends and hang out at the beach. I haven't done psychelics for about 4-5 years and I am a bit nervous. My head isn't all there lately, my emotions are pretty crazy and my life is unstable and nutty. I feel, though, that my relationship with psychedelics is one of deep respect and I bow down to the power of them. I do not use them lightly or foolishly. My hopes, in my crazy-nuttyness, is to have sort of a spiritual and emotional housecleaning. I plan to laugh, cry and have a few freak outs and hopefully come out of it clearer and happier in my crazy-nuttyness.
4. I slept from 8:30 pm last night until 7:45 am this morning, that's almost 12 hours of uninterrupted sleep. It's about time, it's been a long 4 years coming!!!!
5. Sorry to report, no fun sexual escapdes this week. Don't mean to disappoint you...