where did those 4 months go? busy ( Read more... )

I am glad that year is over. 2013 for me can easily be split up into two sections, post break up and pre break up ( Read more... )

Childhood traumas may be the source of a lot of my problems but how I have dealt with them as an adult (booze, isolation, selfishness, not thinking I or the things I do in my personal life have any impact on others) has been the cause of a lot of other things. Only one of those things, I can control ( Read more... )

I am tired of the past making all of my decisions. I am tired of the subconcious dark ruling my days. I am tired of the impotence it brings and how it steals my voice and clouds my true nature. I want to love the people I adore wholeheartedly and not have that love be held back by fear. I want to not hurt the people I love by making stupid ( Read more... )

Bonjour/Hola ( Read more... )

Feeling a little grumpy and at wits end about things. I know this doesn't offer much hope but sometimes there isn't any or sometimes it seems like being hopeful is just another form of denial. Anyway that's the mood I'm in. I've been reading "The Culture of Make Believe" by Derrick Jensen ( Read more... )

I was in a show last night called Art Fight. It was a great time and I am so glad I was asked to participate ( Read more... )

When I was a child ( Read more... )

I've been performing to a bunch of non traditional poetry audiences recently and it's been qutie refreshing. It's fun performing in front of familiar faces but also in front of people who afterwards reiterate the old pharase "that's not what I expected" or "I didn't know that was poetry" and they liked is, I think is great ( Read more... )

I'm told the Pope has opened up a twitter account. I've been mining that account and I've written some haikus ( Read more... )