clarities

[monkeypudding]

Childhood traumas may be the source of a lot of my problems but how I have dealt with them as an adult (booze, isolation, selfishness, not thinking I or the things I do in my personal life have any impact on others) has been the cause of a lot of other things. Only one of those things, I can control.

It is hugely frustrating and infuriating figuring this out now at this point in my life but, I am. Onward ho.