there is a cicada sitting about 3 feet outside of my bedroom window just whistling away. its 11:30pm and some of us (my cat and myself) are trying to sleep. i'd appreciate if it would shut up ( Read more... )

i cleaned my room big time. but still not enough. i just want to empty it out except for the few things that are really important to me. i have the urge to start fresh!!!

aschli- i know what you mean about being to busy to keep in touch in any better way than this, so i'm gonna try to update this a little more often so we can both keep up with each other ( Read more... )

I've finally decided to do something i've attempted many times but have never succeeded in doing. I'm going to fix my lifestyle. I've got many flaws that I've always been aware of and I know that now is the time to take charge of it all ( Read more... )

{{{{{what i thought was going to be the best timing ever, is turning into a nightmare. Andrews date for arriving home has been set at June 21st for a long time. Until these past couple days and weeks... Now hes ( Read more... )

an update has been requested... understandably, since i've not updated in like, 3 weeks! heres whats up ( Read more... )

if i could sum up this week in one word, it would be: anticlimactic (definition: an event, period, or outcome that is strikingly less important or dramatic than expected ( Read more... )

once again, i havent written in a while. but a lot is about to happen in these next couple of weeks and i feel like i'm going to get overwhelmed with it, if i dont get myself organized and on track. if theres a such thing as pre-college-graduation-anxiety, i might be experiencing it, along with a side of extremely early anxiety about andrew coming ( Read more... )

okay so this week got off to a rough start. valentine's day has always sucked in the past, and i've always thought that finally when i'd have a boyfriend on valentines day, maybe i'd actually enjoy it. turns out, its impossible to understand how much that holiday sucks until you celebrate it by yourself, when your significant other is half a world ( Read more... )

i should be going to bed because it is much later than i usually stay up, and i have to wake up much earlier than i usually do, because i'm a slacker and put off art homework until the last minute. in high school, i thought procrastination meant putting a project off until the night before. i have, however, figured out how to put a project off ( Read more... )