It's confusing. Sometimes you see something happening so far in advance. You expect it, hope for it even. And then it happens and you are surprised somehow. And you find out you really weren't that prepared for it, that you have just been acting like it means nothing when it really means a lot. And no matter how much in advance you've been thinking ( Read more... )

Haven't posted here in a while. I've been really attuned to energy recently and my instincts. also i want to start paying closer attention to my dreams. so i'm going to quickly write down the latest one i remember. i had it a few nights ago. it involved me being in some all women dimension. there were a lot of almost masculine women, and i was very ( Read more... )

closetothesun85 (Natasha 12:16:31): i had one of the longest ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow i'm cashing in two pay checks totalling in an estimated 500 dollars. also on monday i should be getting 1200 dollars in the mail from heather's mom (the security deposit from my st mark's apt was finally sent). so that's good... and also i should be getting my loans soon. so maybe my monetary troubles are ending??? eh ( Read more... )

so ok.. on thursday i got a parking ticket because while working at starbucks it's rather difficult to feed the meter while ur working. so .. my tire got chalked and then i got a ticket even though i took the chalk off and fed the meter or what. o right and i was NOT in my car i was in the car belonging to the people whose children i drive or ( Read more... )

to die or not to die? that is the question. is it more honorable to be toyed around with by a whimsical Fate or to fight the flood of crap that can go wrong, and by this very act of fighting end all troubles ( Read more... )

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so chris isn't getting a job with windmills. but he is moving to colorado to be with his family, friends, get a job (which will be easier because he knows people there), and go back to school. if he stayed here all he'd have is me. which i know is a CLOSE call, i mean i almost weigh up to all those things...heh anyway ( Read more... )

i was looking online for pictures of dogs and then i went on the mighty mutts site and saw that a dog that looks exactly like victoria named "velvet" is up for adoption. now this confuses me.. it is victoria obviously and the owners don't want her anymore so i am going to see if the landlord is cool with me having a dog cause the lease says u can't ( Read more... )

ok so umm where do i start? well we got the house in teaneck and it is as bangin as i remember. my mom yelled at me for a pretty long time that i couldn't live there and molly (being the ANGEL that she is) offered to loan me the money. because honestly, i dont know how i'd pay for it right now otherwise. like the security plus a month and a half ( Read more... )