shakespear, walls, and relationships
to die or not to die? that is the question. is it more honorable to be toyed around with by a whimsical Fate or to fight the flood of crap that can go wrong, and by this very act of fighting end all troubles?
good question hamlet...
i've been really interested in poetry recently. and great writing. i dont know why...
in other news, heather and i painted my drab bedroom and made it into something amazing! we have a really fantastical theme for the murals. she did some kooky things. and i even am doing some. i'm doing quite a bit actually on the opposite wall, cause she didn't even get to do that side before she left. and plus i was more into the idea on that wall and could actually paint it, while i would not have been able to do anything on the other side of the wall except outline (which is exactly what i did.
also chris and i are not doing so well i guess.. i think we're going to just break up and leave it at that. which is really depressing but myself is telling the other part of myself i told u so.. and honestly.. it pisses that part of myself off because it could've worked. it could still i guess but it doesn't look promising.
i wish we'd had a fight or something, ending because he's moved feels so wrong cause it's not like we were upset by something the other did.. i'm upset he left but he had no choice.. but like it's not like we were always fighting and couldn't stand eachother and whatever.. he's just stressed out and doesn't know what to do with his life and is working a lot and has no time to talk.. w/e i dont know what to do .. if i should just forget him or not..
good question hamlet...
i've been really interested in poetry recently. and great writing. i dont know why...
in other news, heather and i painted my drab bedroom and made it into something amazing! we have a really fantastical theme for the murals. she did some kooky things. and i even am doing some. i'm doing quite a bit actually on the opposite wall, cause she didn't even get to do that side before she left. and plus i was more into the idea on that wall and could actually paint it, while i would not have been able to do anything on the other side of the wall except outline (which is exactly what i did.
also chris and i are not doing so well i guess.. i think we're going to just break up and leave it at that. which is really depressing but myself is telling the other part of myself i told u so.. and honestly.. it pisses that part of myself off because it could've worked. it could still i guess but it doesn't look promising.
i wish we'd had a fight or something, ending because he's moved feels so wrong cause it's not like we were upset by something the other did.. i'm upset he left but he had no choice.. but like it's not like we were always fighting and couldn't stand eachother and whatever.. he's just stressed out and doesn't know what to do with his life and is working a lot and has no time to talk.. w/e i dont know what to do .. if i should just forget him or not..