friends
ok so umm where do i start? well we got the house in teaneck and it is as bangin as i remember. my mom yelled at me for a pretty long time that i couldn't live there and molly (being the ANGEL that she is) offered to loan me the money. because honestly, i dont know how i'd pay for it right now otherwise. like the security plus a month and a half plus my 1200 dollar apartment which i wont be living in during the month of july because i'll A) be in europe and B) the move in date for this house is july 1st. it's just a lot of money. i realized how good my friends are that molly would offer to do such a thing. i didn't know i could rely on someone outside of my family like that, but now that i think of it, i don't know why i didn't realize that my good friends deserve me to trust that they'll be there for me as i would be for them. like grace, molly, patrick, matt. i'm just so unused to the idea that someone that's not my mom or dad would be so dependable and offer up such a loan.
i've been feeling this way with chris too. like when he bought popcorn at the movies i apologized for taking some and he was like.. i bought it for us! which threw me off totally. and today he texted me that he's going to buy me this really nice phone and that i could just give him 20 bucks and he'd pay the rest, which is substantial. despite myself i was really touched by such a gesture. i really like chris, he is exactly the right kind of romantic for me. 2 days ago he was at work and suddenly decided he was going to leave work and drive two hours to visit me just to drive back the next day and go to work. everything with chris is so amazingly easy that it's kinda blowin my mind. when i like guys they never like me back. or guys like me and i lose interest immediately. but somehow with chris it's totally different. he was saying today that his mom has been telling him he should move back to colorado and that he would have if he hadn't met me. that's just about the sweetest thing anyone has said to me i think
i've been feeling this way with chris too. like when he bought popcorn at the movies i apologized for taking some and he was like.. i bought it for us! which threw me off totally. and today he texted me that he's going to buy me this really nice phone and that i could just give him 20 bucks and he'd pay the rest, which is substantial. despite myself i was really touched by such a gesture. i really like chris, he is exactly the right kind of romantic for me. 2 days ago he was at work and suddenly decided he was going to leave work and drive two hours to visit me just to drive back the next day and go to work. everything with chris is so amazingly easy that it's kinda blowin my mind. when i like guys they never like me back. or guys like me and i lose interest immediately. but somehow with chris it's totally different. he was saying today that his mom has been telling him he should move back to colorado and that he would have if he hadn't met me. that's just about the sweetest thing anyone has said to me i think