went to new psych doc again today. we reviewed the questionnaire thing-a-ma-jigger. hmmmm lets see...deep depression, anxiety, post traumatic stress, bi-polar...PFFFFTTTT tell me something i don't know. big huge D'ER!!! told you all of that stuff.

so now we get to try bio-feedback O_o  yep sure that's gonna work. the first track he had me listen to ( Read more... )

does anyone know why, after taking an extra long break the muses/plot bunnies decide you must get up and write NOW?...and why the hell does it have to be at 4:30 in the fucking morning?

can't they wait till a more decent, less ungodly hour to start poking around in your dead brain cells? say sometime after oh i don't know say NOON for god sakes.

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well looks like it's another surgery for me. lower back again. not sure when yet but some time soon.  yay! TT_TT

ok so finally got to the doctors for my follow up...all tests came out great. blood pressure good, choles. near normal, sugar excellent (85) the one problem is my thyroid, so now i'm on one more med. to control that. so that puts my count up to 10 different ones per day. *YAY!* XP*dead*

other fun...haven't slept again. the old bi polar roller ( Read more... )

i just want to say thank you to all who gave me encouragement the other day.
while i'm still very tired and weak i've come to realize what part of the problem is. my anemia is kicking my ass once more *i have microcentesis (which is smaller than normal red blood cell size)*. my iron must be pretty darn low cause i can barely get up off the couch. ( Read more... )

so i sucked it up and called over to "the" house. mom actually answered ( Read more... )

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pics of new house. here they are gang.


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not sure how many of my flist knows but the last job i held was cash register jockey at a porn shop. oh the stories and adventures and some horrors i saw.

so every once in awhile i'm gonna write them down. they'll prolly fall under the random posts area but some i'm hoping will be rather amusing. they were to me.
men in porn shops are pigs, albeit ( Read more... )