me too. i mean i'm usually kinda depressed on good days even with all the meds i'm on, but that was pure blackness. nihilism at it's best...and that's not really me. all i could do was sit in a corner crying wishing to not exist.
anyway. those days are a lot fewer between the normal depressional stages.
Bleach is awesome but oh I'm so far behind. Heheh.
Glad to read that you're feeling less crappy these days. :) It does takes time for the deep pit to become shallow, then level with the ground, and then elevated... but you're getting there. :)
yeah slowly but surly, but then i have days like today where it's literally three steps back and i'm feeling like shit again.
*sighs* well the good thing may be that i have an appt with a new psyc on monday. hopefully those marbles i lost all those years ago will make some kind of appearance at some point.
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anyway. those days are a lot fewer between the normal depressional stages.
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Glad to read that you're feeling less crappy these days. :) It does takes time for the deep pit to become shallow, then level with the ground, and then elevated... but you're getting there. :)
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*sighs* well the good thing may be that i have an appt with a new psyc on monday. hopefully those marbles i lost all those years ago will make some kind of appearance at some point.
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