as most of you who have stuck by me, know i have a kinda hate/hate relationship with my family *both sides*

last week my mom went in for surgery on her throat. now to start this off i should kinda explain something...for the last year or so her voice has been vanishing till it was barely a whisper, *that's a good and bad thing* so finally she went ( Read more... )

so i sucked it up and called over to "the" house. mom actually answered ( Read more... )

open letter to my RL family *lj friends and family ignore if you wish*

( RANT BE HERE *FEEL FREE TO IGNORE* )

well i finally was able to catch a picture of gojyo. the little monster hardly ever is still. but i got the little bugger.


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oh dear i'm going straight ot hell for this one.

i know i shouldn't but i was talking to my dad yesterday...*real dad not step that's here in MI* and he said he was sending something that could be listed on the extreme  side from some peoples point of view.  he's sending nice a ring that he's had ...well forever. *my mom gave it to him when they ( Read more... )

i have given this some serious thought lately. i'm going to do a bit of a makeover on my self. it probably won't be much of a change but i'm tired of the way that i am.
i want to be stronger, to stand up for myself more. i'm not going to let things get to me as much.
i've been feeling a bit more at peace with myself lately. i accepted how i look long ( Read more... )